Tuesday 25 October 2011

life

I remember being very frightened of the size of the challenge of life when I was in my early twenties.
I was sure I could never be responsible enough to manage an adult life.
Now I realize it's like looking up at Everest from the foothills, you become convinced it's impossible.
But people do climb it, and how they do it is step by step, eventually you get there.
Don't freak yourself out with how hard life 'could' be, just do the things you need to to get to the next stage, keep you head down, put one foot in front of the other.
Everyday you'll make a little progress, that's how everyone does it.
Bite off what you can chew, start taking small steps forward and it will rebuild your confidence, don't be too hard on yourself if you have a failure, everyone does, just keep going.

Saturday 15 October 2011

how to solve a problem is to write it down

i should confront my fears
what i fear ?
i fear nothing
Else Allah
then how can devil smash my heart?
smash the thing dear to my heart.
what is dear to my heart?
Allah (the Rahman)
My prophet
my sahabah
my imams
parents
judgement day
hereafter
life in hereafter
what is dear in this world to me?
wife
love of wife
internet
is love of wife more than the love of Allah?
which is willing to destroy my heart
as wife can be used as devil's weapon

yes
then how to decrease it and increase of Allah
read quran
read islamic books
listen speeches
increase interest in Allah
decrease thinking about wife.

STOP IDLYING AND DO SOME WORK EARN SOME MONEY