Tuesday 25 October 2011

life

I remember being very frightened of the size of the challenge of life when I was in my early twenties.
I was sure I could never be responsible enough to manage an adult life.
Now I realize it's like looking up at Everest from the foothills, you become convinced it's impossible.
But people do climb it, and how they do it is step by step, eventually you get there.
Don't freak yourself out with how hard life 'could' be, just do the things you need to to get to the next stage, keep you head down, put one foot in front of the other.
Everyday you'll make a little progress, that's how everyone does it.
Bite off what you can chew, start taking small steps forward and it will rebuild your confidence, don't be too hard on yourself if you have a failure, everyone does, just keep going.

Saturday 15 October 2011

how to solve a problem is to write it down

i should confront my fears
what i fear ?
i fear nothing
Else Allah
then how can devil smash my heart?
smash the thing dear to my heart.
what is dear to my heart?
Allah (the Rahman)
My prophet
my sahabah
my imams
parents
judgement day
hereafter
life in hereafter
what is dear in this world to me?
wife
love of wife
internet
is love of wife more than the love of Allah?
which is willing to destroy my heart
as wife can be used as devil's weapon

yes
then how to decrease it and increase of Allah
read quran
read islamic books
listen speeches
increase interest in Allah
decrease thinking about wife.

STOP IDLYING AND DO SOME WORK EARN SOME MONEY

Sunday 14 August 2011

HAUL MY YOUTH

all other humans heart beats 72 times per minute
but my heart beats only 60 times per minute

when you entered my life

my god

it entered in 70

serene brain
keen eyes and ears
laconic tongue
 
compressed bones 
gushing blood
intense nerves
passionate heart
provoked soul
audacious masculinity
attitude that never let me turn from my word

that is my body structure

your love that won me

but when you tortured it

YOU WILL see TSUNAMI

so wait for the ACTION FROM WHO CREATED ME