Heart .how to be near to Allah-2

Salamalaikum

Allah is Rab
he has made an exam for which each one has to take willingly or unwillingly

we were a heap of mud,in which Allah blessed a soul and told you are my best creation,
it is Allah who made us best,

I think sometimes if Allah did not give us freedom and made us work 24 hrs heaviest to tiniest

Say tiniest we do 24hrs can we do it? 

Our hands and legs will burst out

Stomach will fall out and back will come in stomach

Thank Allah for freedom

He gives work for sometime 

and does not give beyond our strength

He sent down us empty brain,empty heart but different structure of brain and heart to each individual
we grasp according to our own speed (of spiritual power)
they learn according to surroundings,they look up the maahol and learn from it
after being born we learn according to our structure,somebody remembers fast sombdoy slow,somebody hears good,sombody eye sight is good,somebody is weak,sombdoy is strong,
if parents are weak,learn from other available source,good or bad,but if parents teach there faith depends on teaching(see faith example below)

everything under Eyes of Allah,because in quran Allah says he is all knower all seer,

that is where hidayat comes ..
hidayat is what which opens the closed lock of the door in our brain and fills that room with enlightnment.
say we have infinite rooms in our brain,where daily we keep on feeding new information,still it dosnt get full
but still we have limited knowledge

and example of hidayat is
it is a best blessing from Allah were we can see right or wrong properly
say i ask Allah to make me rich
then what i will do as is the human nature(nafs)
i spend it
i buy this that,live is reiches buy costly cloth
eat what my heart desires as i have money

but when i pray for hidayat with riches
i see where is the money coming form source,give all the rights and will to family relatives and neighbors friends
invest accordingly,spend fearing Allah,eat virtuously etc
means looking what is right or wrong for hereafter
means you have eyes to look,what is happening
which is control of nafs

it is clock which makes our soul alive,which keeps on ticking to be obedient to Allah

without hidayat a born baby cannot know how to drink milk
as we see hatched chicken starts to feed on grain,who put it in its mind,we say its mother teaches but the method to open mouth and feel hungry who teaches.


most of the quranic dua start with Allah

the jamat what we call as
my friend had a book of Hadees called muntaqabal Ahadees
on the cover were 6 subject names were written
i will not write it try to find it
 where 5 subject were for self preparation which had namaz as 1 subjects
 and last 1 was about telling or teaching others
they call it che number in urdu

i have seen many  rich people,when i see them they have no time to read quran,or even when they read it no tajweed,
i ask myself is he really rich or really poor who even cannot read quran behind for which milions of people had hardworked from sahaba till todays qari's
what wealth is he earning for hereafter what prayeers is he praying with that quran.

it jsut to prepare ourself
for what
remember Allah
for which we have to turn our invisible heart towards Allah is biggest thing that is why so much years of life for one simple test
to bring faith with us

this time peoriod is really dangerous around world
everybody is busy
elders earning money
children to study
nobody has time to learn properly
when free sit in front of tv or laptop
so where are we preparing to pray properly in namaz
there is hadees which comes everytime in my mind when i pray
iman ki taazgi chahiye to apni namaz ko durust karo

iman is that i will give one example
if you have a child
somebody asks you sell him to then,saying i will give 1 million dollars
and you dont sell telling him it is the gift from Allah
say if he says i will give you 2 millons dollars and wll say i wll make him study in best schools of world give him my properties when he is grown up
so you will think i will benefit with 2 million and you forget the gift of Allah
that is doubt,weak faith

eveybody knows i am a weakling
i have no vocabulary in my brain dictionary to talk with somebody else

finally i say to you cry
cry your eyes out,
i have seen,who cries here never cries after dead,laughs hereafter
best exmple are our lovable sahaba definitely they had best teacher
who is our teacher right now. isnt it the same.