all benefits from east and west will be with you.if u follow islam

I was pure introvert
That is why no close friends

Now shifting slowly slowly
As i have to earn

I have learned always
As forced into gladiator field with weapons in both hands
And forced to fight

I had no courage to talk to people
I use to curse a lot to people within
After hidayat from lord of aalamin left it like removing fly in milk

When leaving my country my father told me never speak to anybody about islam
I never told a single good thought or my thinking or stop from wrong
I listened everybody and kept quiet

Till 10 months ago my mom said if u know so much why dont u tell others

From then on i speak from mouth
Still speaking is difficult for me

I hate really entering world with such odd ugly faces with dead souls
to speak what Allah swt gave me

Some souls are so dead it is allover there faces
i fear speaking in front of them

I love zikr that was my life
Now i have to tell others

presently my enemies are muslims themselves
as there foolishness in front and back of them

they stop me
i ask dont they fear Allah
as i write i have to think so many times m i hurting somebody in someway
as first step of foolishness is misunderstanding.
i tell in one way others take it other way
what a world
i thought once i was biggest foolish on this planet once
a pure looser in many ways
but this people give me confidence
we are there dont you worry

for example
in india
as islam has died long ago
people follow only and only 5 pillars as islam
whenever i come to india or the period i live there
i thought if living here i can earn million neki without even doing any thing
as
cursing and bad words are so common
every time i have to save my iman
i tell astaghfar in heart
or Allah is seeing
before i use to say curse of Allah beupon you.'(to save my iman)
be it muslim or nonmuslim

nowadays prices are gone more than foreign countries in india
so to save iman i tell them decrease the prices they persist
so i buy not speaking a word
(since beginning i have no hidayat to buy at all so many of them
haggling there way with me so still my benefit)
again i benefit here as they return me lawfully there.

so you see a earning without even moving my legs or hands or mouth.

the condition is simple stick to islam
all benefits from east and west will be with you.

from my experience
if you run for a thing for several reasons then it is from Allah

if you run for a thing for one reason then it is only nafs and enemy behind it.

present time

this is turmoiling upon my heart
i just want to remove it

in this present time i see

Allah is giving mostly to non muslims

satisfactory life without any troubles
or removing troubles in there path

even mason are earning means not without livelihood

as Allah is twisting hands and legs and other parts of body

of muslims by increasing troubles tribulations

as high expenses taxes high bills

uneven spendings

so the collections goes mostly to nonmuslim pockets

so you see..

you say muslims are blessed too

then Allah wants you away

otherwise

it is will of Allah to bless you.

but mostly is not for here.

means this time is blessing for nonbelievers and some tough ride for muslims.

so work accordingly.

iman pt 1

this is also step 2 post.

means not beginner

we have religion

as i told earlier

it is complete life for muslim

prescribed by Allah

every step or any step you need

so it is on 5 pillars or 5 foundations you can say

so the five pillars are

tauhid

namaz

fasting in ramazan

haj

zakat

so the main body stands on these pillars

that is islam

you see
namaz
fasting in ramazan
haj
zakat

are amali pillars

means you have to perform some how

there is one pillar

tauhid

only accepted by heart

no amal here

conclusion

without this 1 pillar all are useless

even following islam is useless

this one is observing thing

i canot give examples

you have to see it yourself in real life.

namaz pt 4

[Ankabut 29:45] O dear Prophet (Mohammed – peace and blessings be upon him), recite from the Book which has been sent down to you, and establish the prayer; indeed the prayer stops from indecency and evil; and indeed the remembrance of Allah is the greatest; and Allah knows all what you do.

--
one of benefits

 when i was around 12

as born i am weak so this things started to act upon

and i started to become ill

then i dont know my heart said be sincere for prayers

that year i never left single prayer and was never ill later

as said by hadees

this things enter from mouth and travel in body with speed of blood

so they stuck anywhere or where you are weak

in eyes or kidneys or liver or anywhere

as many as possible

so when i pray fajr or zuhr but mostly in Zuhr

i sense them running away so many times i really hate to concerntrate on there motion of inertia.

so most people nowadays dont pray regularly

they have this and that problem

who dont pray have most common problem that is heart(from my experience)

in one hadees

who prays all 5 is saved from there all wrongdoings.

you all are strong so dont worry of other dimension stuff

just follow islam everything is in it

pray all 5.

and i have sensed them

the time after fajr
they are hell of nasty

so please be awake or have some breakfast then sleep.

 

p.s dont think anything about me.

Human feature 15

very very important

once in lifetime you have to go out of your house in way of Allah
otherwise when you die you will carry doubtful iman

i am saying this seeing and studying so many of my brothers and friends

as they dont know which verse to use when in real life
if i am wrong check yourself
tell me which verse you use and when

some of you may have doubts is it right or wrong for something
you use instincts but not Quran
that is not we are born for

be rich or poor.
please atleast for 3 days go in way of Allah swt.
i can give many examples of myself and other brothers but i dont want
to make more witnesses.

i have seen some are on the gate of hell and comeback and again and again
same process
it is better to stay away from gate of hell as far as possible

in Quran Allah says clearly
who struggles for work of Allah will have no calculations
as in other hadees
Allah will feel awkward to ask them of life on earth on judgement day

search your places
ask in mosques
in my area there are no mosques but still people do go to other places
for khuruj.

the human feature here is to become strong (in belief) you HAVE TO go
in way of Allah swt. THERE IS NO OTHER WAY.

in way of Allah means not for partying or camping or meeting ,it is
for learning.
a genuine niyyat.
THERE IS NO OTHER WAY
THERE IS NO OTHER WAY
THERE IS NO OTHER WAY
THERE IS NO OTHER WAY
THERE IS NO OTHER WAY
i will write 100 times if you need to put your faith in this.Very very important

human feature 14

if you dont do any intention for anything
small to big

then you have to flow with the world
prevail along with the wind till end

namaz pt 3

let me give you my utmost best blessing
a lift to reach to Allah Swt.

in prayer
my heart starts thinking about things
i force myself to listen to Quran or to read Quran
means forcing my car in other direction
(that is big blessing)
m not gonna explain workit out yourself

you dont know what blessings you will get
you will get your brain can never think of .

second
i try to find Allah in sajda mostly
i felt tranquility so many times