Beard

the information which i give out is my life hardwork you dont know how much i gave up and learned though mercy of Allah was which made this all easy for me
and some are directly Blessing of Allah which i was able to saw without any pain.
i write what happened or what i had gone through or experienced or saw
i dont remember all i slowly recall bit by bit
my heart says go out in bazaar and shout loudly what i know but i am able to mail only 50 of you people who most of read it and forget it and other may dont even to bother what is it and few only concerntrate really it is best information to understand.(interest in heart)

i give away just for free my years of hardwork for akhirat(most of which is blessing or hidayat from Allah nothing i did)
simply
because it is what Allah likes the most from his slave guide others
there is a hadees which says showing a feature of muslim as a human
which says we have to not advertise the wrong doer but the wrong doing,we have show him what is wrong why is it wrong,not publicize.
a big feature can make human if anybody want to understand.

what is hadees
i am trying to write a topic in another email
briefly it is the way ONLY liked by Allah shown to us by our Beloved Prophet.(there is no practical and easiest easiest easiest way to reach Allah.)
he was plain warner from Allah
in Quran Allah says that is your mouths which say Prophet is brother or father he is nothing but a plain warner
here we can see is Allah shows our brain is so complicated how it can divert the information.even related to our Prophet.

i am big criminal though you dont know my brain limit,how far i can think
for example, i understand just like our enemy himself.(he is very very knowledgeable i can say that,i overthrew him several times fighting him head-on, but still he found way to fool me,means without mercy of Allah is very difficult to pass this exam this life)as alone he is trouble to all 7 billion people how worse enemy he is can anybody notice it.
as how much you have brain capacity you will think that much so ill deeds will be that much also
so will be the neki as well.

only my beard has saved me uptil now otherwise i would had been engulped by earth long back.
i know uptil now you read you will be saying i m flying high,so it is your duty as muslim brother pray for me,i shouldnt ask you you should pray with love for other muslim brother.
i have also noticed myself that i am doing i and me several times,but the information which i give is on my experience
i know if i do more of it i will stop writing anything once and for all you will be deprived of practical knowledge from one side you were getting easily.

Beard
it is just few 100 strands of hair on face on chin and cheeks
but believe me this only 1 hadees which i followed intensely saved me from MILLION ugly crimes
just few strands of hair
there are several ones
i will write only major ones to place the roots in your heart.(which will prove verse  that earth is really play group)
it is commonsense if you listen to Allah ,Allah will make accomplish anything you want(Ref: Quran)
so i fit this thing in my heart so now all amal are listening to Allah only i never cared about what world think or thought.

when i was in india,beard was growing i had niyyat when i was 8 or 9 that i will grow
so when it came many people stopped me being my relatives(as they dont know islam,it takes me back to see why islam was destroyed in hyderabad long back before ww2,
i will write that also in another email)
so when it came respect of people automatically grew,old and young people to see me with respectable eyes they greeted me everytime,though i should be greeting them first.
since then i have not been disrespected once,a big sign if anybody understands

so india has some practical knowledge of hadees left it is not difficult for others to absorb me as other human
so still i was weak
but when i left india to germany
then my real life started
i walked in streets of karlsruhe
i noticed old and young staring at me fixed there eyes on me
i was horrified (it is mental torture if anybody understands anybody in my place will have to immediately conclude what next they should do most of them will erase it or keep just like paint on the wall)it is human nature to conclude.
this is where my lord told me you are not alone i am behind you as i did not leave him
he gave me 2 ayat from Quran
after just 2 days in karlsruhe
the verse was
dont be horrified they are illiterate even if you tell them some of will believe but others are just illitereate(means ahmaq in hindi)
then i was so happy you dont know
i fixed another niyyat that i kept this to show Allah not the creation.

other big big big big feature of hadees are
just try to figure amal size with each of point i mention

continuous neki every second written in my naame-amal book

it is one hadees i am following so believeing in my Prophet so believeing in my Allah so it proves i am solid on my kalima

as according to hadees
amal on 1 hadees is making alive all humanity means best amal with all 7 billion humans

when i die and when i rise what face Allah gave me i will stand with that face only
others without cannot show there faces to Allah can they they will think now yes we can,but they dont know that state in hashr.

when i roam on the road of bazaar every girl women, men children just fix there eyes on me ( i love that you dont  know i love that eyes i want to kiss those eyes but i cannot)
i try to notice there hearts what they would be thinking as since i read eyes of people since childhood
 i am well aware what they can think i can make complete structure of there brain capacity.
there hearts say
why is he having beard
man i want to burn him ,kill him

THE MOST I SAW IN PEOPLE EYES WAS HE IS MUSLIM

believe me that moment when recorded in there and in my naame-amal when read on akhirat it will be most merciful thing that i heard on AKHIRAT

I WOULD HAVE PASSED MY EXAM OF THIS LIFE

THAT IS THE MERCY OF ALLAH IF ANYBODY CAN NOTICE

for being called as muslim is only my life and my death and my hereafter.

do you want to me tell more

till now your heart would have burst if you are true muslim.

pray for me brother please let not i get betrayed and do some nasty to my face and loose all what i have gained.
PLEASE PRAY that i remain steadfast till death.

please pray Oh Allah save 'Afzal and his face.(first time i am asking other to pray for me)

when i stood on bustop in india hindu girls used to come close to me and stand, just like protection

i noticed this several times

in other country also it has benefit

girls never come close to me,means indirectly Allah is saving me from cult of ugliness of shamelessness like zina, bf-gf, or even just plain talking which can give rise to fitna.
they dont know themselves.

means there is one hadees which says women is biggest fitna i am leaving behind for my ummah.

simply i am being saved IT IS MAGIC.

when it was time for my marriage

i could like make milk separate from water means i could know what people think about islam and there followers who have beard.

believe me i would give anything to see my beard with my own eyes

its not possible

so beard is for the world to see(mental stabilitiy as muslim)

think yourself what i wrote here

my status has risen.in eyes of kafir or muslims

but still i have 1 point in my heart which i want to fulfill

the kafir are also weak they also need motivation to do wrong.(human feature)

still i have not even hit by 1 stone or pebble which get 1 drop of blood out of me

and i could write my name in register of shaheed.

just 1 drop of blood is enough i am waiting for real non believer.

will write other points later when remember in other mails

you see only 1 hadees i believe in it has changed my life for here and hereafter

i am used as  agent of Allah to judge people as  they see me and judge me,so Alalh judges them.

it is just 1 hadees i have written there are many other which we follow and some we leave

it changes hell to heaven

other major benefit i forgot to mention is

it is walking tabligh(means what Allah loves most from his slave means amal gold)

as others think why is he having beard they tend to think in right direction


other benefit is
i will have millions of eyes as my witness for akhirat. and there hearts as witness

WHEN I GO OUT I REPRESENT ISLAM.